"Some people learn through suffering" --A.
If this is the case I must have lots to learn. But I know it must be, for me anyway.
I am simply incapable of doing anything the easy way.
I mean, I'll figure it out eventually; but for now I seem intent on f(cking things up in the grandest of fashions, and in maximizing my self-sabotage. Can't have it now? Don't want it.
Have to wait for something good? Don't want to.
I hope when I wake up tomorrow I see the world in a new light, even just a shade of one, and that I can stop doing the fighting, because I should stay in my corner, but I can't seem to do that.
In the book I'm reading L'Engle talks about how the meek will inherit the earth; as they should, they'll do a good job of it.
How I will hate that.